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Thirty Seven Years of Living Hell - My Journey with My Narcissist - cover

Thirty Seven Years of Living Hell - My Journey with My Narcissist

Johan Small

Publisher: Publishdrive

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THIRTY SEVEN YEARS OF LIVING HELLThis short book documents my journey of emotional and psychological abuse from my now ex-wife. I am a strong person, verbally articulate, reasonably intelligent, yet I was no match for the raging narcissism manifested by the love of my life.I persisted in my marriage for two reasons; Firstly I believed my love for her would eventually rescue our relationship and secondly I had promised in our wedding vows that "through sickness and health, richer or poorer, until death do we part."I took that vow very seriously and reasoned that mental sickness was no different to any other sickness so felt trapped by my wedding vows. It wasn't until I suffered my own mental collapse, an episode of "Transient Global Amnesia", ultimately triggered by a most shocking accusation, that I realised my first responsibility was to look after myself. I will be ever grateful for the growing awareness and understanding of narcissism by the health care community that helped me to realize that a narcissist can never own or admit to their illness, therefore can never change. I am personally convinced narcissism may well be the trigger for much family violence and many family murder suicides.
Available since: 09/17/2025.
Print length: 83 pages.

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